yea, horny ...lol not like me huh...it's two am!!!

Okay, I have a great feeling about Nick. Things are working just fine! I absolutely think that he does a lot for me and I do as much for him too. The way we connect is perfect and the feeling I get when I am with him is amazing I remember dancing with him for the first time we spoke at the end of September when I belly danced for the talent show and then i remember dancing with him all night at International Nite after our performances. Those days were memorable! He waited six months to be with me, six months! I am sure he got to talk to a few girls here and there, and although I was getting to know someone, we were just right for each other. Those afternoon lunches at South were superb, and deep inside i knew he was just great for me. I knew it. The way he would talk to me about his family...what guy out there really does that besides trying to just "get into her pants". And the party at Matt's and Greg's, wow, amazing!!! I remember him picking me up and taking me there...well, I have an entry written about that anyway...

So I can talk and write about nick forever. As I type, he is laying on my bed, kinda sick actually. I bought him medicine and I bought dinner which came out amazing! And I also baked a cake...only Nick's brother has gotten me addicted now! See how lucky I am with this nick guy? I am falling in love with him so much! I am going to miss him a lot when I leave for Paris! I am going to be thinking and writing to him. I will be calling as well. damn i love this guy. I am so happy to be with him yet so sad to leave him!!!! Hopefully if things go right, we will be getting an apt. together!!! NICE and that would be great because I'd love to cook and def. get creative with decorations and cook a lot! He is also a good cook so him and i will work great at it! No couch potato for a bf, HURRAH!!!!!!!!!!!

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Jessa, my sister and I we girltalked. It was great. The three of us, like in a soap opera were going through the same scenes. LOL, in different locations of course...

to not spoil the secrecy...nick and i went to sleep first. Ay, she's gonna hate me for this one!
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It was def. great to get together with my sister and jess at friendly's two afternoons ago. My sister has been full of stress lately with two econ courses and the office. It was great to even watch a movie with her. haha, jessa and i got the convincing spark on her.
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WEll, I am off to bed now. I have a day off but i seriously should get some studying done!!! Lately I do nothing but procastinate. School has me totally burned out and all i want to do is go to paris, get better at the french and finish my uconn career so that i can show nick and everyone else that i am a successful achiever. I love school but I am just ready to do my last few study abroad programs (paris and morocco) and get ready for a fun world of working with the government. Hopefully in somethin international...i hope a doodle do!
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So Joe told me about a surprise party that he is planning on throwing me and nick was thinking of surprising me with a certificate from a hair salon by all of my closest friends. WELL, now that i know of this party get together thing...guess who will be making the food and cake? MEEE, cuz i want them to taste what i have been cooking lately. And guess who is getting her hair done nicely before paris? HA, I already went to the salon today. Wow, I guess that when I saw I like to spoil surprises it all just spoils back right back at me. But its a great feeling knowing how much my closest people care. Gosh I am sooooo happy.
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I love and will miss you all! *tears*

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